I'll talk about where I'm at right now in this moment. I don't want to be around people. I don't want to talk to people. I don't want to talk to women. I don't want to talk to friends. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to sleep, although sleep sounds nice it would be a good way to shut my mind off. I've already taken my melatonin for the night and that should be kicking in soon. I have been...

Motivation is a desire that forces you to perform an action. It is a very powerful psychological force and many people strive because of the lack of it. Today I will give you my four powerful sources of motivation that are responsible for most of my actions. My first source of motivation is the feeling of motivation itself. This exhilarating passionate feeling – when I am strongly motivated to...

I've wrote all my life.Since I was 8 years I have my own stories, worlds, characters and plots. So I think it would be a nice exercise to have a (new) blog here in this platform. Totally in english. My mother language is spanish and even when in school they try to teach us english, I learned almost everything I know from my boyfriend, kinda 10 years ago. And I'm still learning.Memes, blogs, comics...

According to dictionary.com WILL is - the act or process of using or asserting one’s choice. In the lab, researchers measure willpower based on people's persistence with a given task. Beyond this method, there's no universal measurement for human will. There is a method I call ASSASSIN’S ALGORITH OF IRON WILL. I will describe it by giving an example how it is used for the masculine fight for...

Ok. So we have any understanding of modernism, liberalism and 'freedom of do whatever the fuck you want, you little economic unit you', you'll see the forces of terrible philosophical structures running thier destructive fingers through everything. It's horrible, and it makes me sad. We destroyed the power, grace and brilliant of humans in exchange of technology. Why cultivate humanity when you can...

That’s all folks. I remember one of my friends told me once to never date a filipina. While on my quest to make sense of what happened, I met many filipinas online though Facebook. What surprised me was that all of them were hard catholics, but at the same time, their profiles consisted of something like a picture of them posing sexy in revealing clothes with caps like “God’s master piece”,...

-----------------------------------------Part III------------------------------------------I tried breaking up with her many times but she begged me not to, and I still loved her, so I just tried to gather myself up and try to make sense of the whole situation. Find a way to forgive her. I didn’t want to touch her though, it felt gross. I felt so humiliated I can’t even explain. At one point she...

This part gets weird, and I know some of you may say I’m a simp and whatnot but when you love someone, things aren’t that easy.-----------------------------------------Part II------------------------------------------ Things started to get sour. She would start fight over the weirdest things and threaten to break up with me every time we argued about something. This evolved into a toxic routine...

Okay. Before anything, I’ll start by saying that the sole purpose of sharing my story is to kill a few myths.I’ve heard so many times that western women are rotten and asian women are conservative wife material. I’ve also heard the same old about go to East Asia, go to the Philippines where you can easily score old fashioned wife, as they’re not hyprgamous, they are loving, caring and pretty...

Ok, I haven't written an essay in years. I own that the writing may be improved, and I need to read some of the name's mentioned more deeply. I wanted to push the transcendental, ontological, metaphysical and spiritual aspects of Evola's work. I think it's something that men really need to get a hold of.A Love Letter to the Absolute, a Death Notice to Modernity.Tradition, Metaphysical Idealism, Esoterica,...