So I have a real problem with keeping my mouth shut on social media. Its like a rush when people back my ideas and even more of a rush when I destroy theirs through debate. I decided this last week to Unplug from social media and delete my Facebook, Instagram, and Snapchat after getting into an argument with a liberal feminist that I actually like in person just hate her political views and she is my coworker. I got into an argument with her and actually had women backing up my argument and she started crying bully and making Human Resource-like threats. I realized then how dangerous Facebook was and that yeah perhaps I don't need to be on a platform like that if I cannot control my urge to speak out. Even more interesting and to make me feel like I am on the Truman Show even more than I am a really good documentary on Facebook came out on PBS Frontline. I urge you to watch it. https://www.pbs.org/wgbh/frontline/film/facebook-d...

So far my experience of unplugging has been a freeing one. I do go on my reddit way to much as one of the other primary purposes of unplugging was to focus more on my work at University.

I was in the shower the other day and it hit me. "Holy shit I have been ruled by biology for most of my adult life." It was biology that my stepson would

turn to crime like his father and his sister because genetically almost everyone in his fathers family has gone to prison. It was biology that my ex-wife

would choose her children over me. It was biology that a younger women (20 years younger) would find me attractive and that she would want a

relationship. It is also biology that that same younger woman at 24 is ok with playing house and getting dick, but as she gets closer to 30 she is going

to want marriage and kids. The further away from 44 I get the less I will want marriage and more children.

I have a 10 year old son, the best thing that came out of my 8 year marriage. I have had a vasectomy rendering me sterile. I realize that the

relationship I am currenly in will end one day because of biology and AWALT. Hypergamy will take over and she will want to find a man that can

provide her with marriage, kids, and the life she thinks she deserves, AWALT.

I trancended these things and evolved to break free from my Gorilla past. I do not have Oneitis. I keep myself physically strong and relieve mental

stress through exercise and writing. I set goals and achieve them that are unrelated to my relationship with this young woman. I realize its my time and

my turn but there is not permanence and no fairy tale prince and princess storyline here. That misguided dream is dead and the Red Pill killed it.

Thank God. I have a good job, I work hard at it and am in school to advance my career. I have direction. I travel the world with my son. Life is good

and it keeps getting better. I have evolved from my Gorilla past and evolved into a Man, but the Gorilla still exists in the back of my mind its Biology

and its my job as a man to break free from that biology and continue to evolve as a man.