feeling like a less good version of wifes ex boyfriend

Hi,

Iam married with my wife for 1 year and we are together for almost 4 years.

She is 4 years older than me and was always pushy with regards of marriage.

Before the marriage I had only sex with 1 woman, and kissed with 2 women. I was basically a virgin compared to her, she told me she had sex with 7 men and and only a couple of relationships, I think she lied with the number(not to a large extend, maybe she had sex with 20 men, and kissed and did sexual stuff with like 30-40) because she is sometimes picking on me that I told her that I had almost no experience before meeting her. First we had a long distance relation ship and we moved after marriage together. She frequenly visited me before that.

I feel like a shitty version of her ex, he treated her like shit and she still came together with him, after that he broke up with her.

he is the reason why she came to my country anyway because they a female friend together.

i feel mogged to oblivion and i cant stop thinking about it, he was not just more manly than me but he was a bartender and a massive edgelord.

I feel like just breaking up, without an actual reason.

she never talks about her past, only if i ask.

sex life right now is decent but nothing special.

myself

wealth 6/10

power 2/10

appearance 6/10

social status 5/10

physicality 3/10

aggression 2/10

language skills 5/10

my girl

wealth 3/10

power 4/10

appearance 8/10

social status 6.5/10

physicality 5/10

aggression 2/10

language skills 8/10

her last ex

wealth 5/10

power 5/10

appearance 7/10

social status 7/10

physicality 9/10

aggression 8/10

language skills 8/10