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Reflection for Day 1
Published 11/06/18 by YourRoyalSwag [0 Comments]

For the #NoNothingNov I failed twice with the youtube watching at least 10 minutes of something not productive. I used snapchat and facebook for probably 5 minutes, and browsed on my phone just scrolling through an article. Most of all of this happening in the morning and evening.

Funny thing is, most of the time I know right before that I should not do these things, but i go ahead and do them. I just have to recognize that feeling and stop the action at once.

As for the rest of my college day it was almost good with the evening/night lacking in effort. I just wasted my time from 8pm-10pm. I could have been much more productive in those two hours. Part of it was that I just was not focused for doing chapter 4.5 (graphing functions the long way) and at 9:15 I wanted to start studying more on Biology but I just... I was out of it

But now that I type that, it appears to me that its just a lazy excuse.

I should have just gotten and done the studying time. I mean I don't have time to screw around. I am in a rather precarious situation, with grades worth everything since I am not the specific college I want to be in.

In writing this I am coming to realize how much of time when I don't feel like doing something or "feel out of it" its just the laziest excuse to quit and be just like everybody else.

Yes breaks are necessary. Perhaps I should try to implement meditating more efficiently into my day so that I don't do this too often.

Also on the Charisma University actions, I only kept at it for the morning. I also noticed I keep interrupting people in their sentences which is something I really need to get rid off.

Other than that tomorrow will be another day in the grind.

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The First 24 Hours
Published 11/05/18 by YourRoyalSwag [0 Comments]

Its been changing times for me, and not all for the better. The day I moved out to the university life was the last day I spent at my childhood home. Senior year was a dud with the fall semester of my junior year being the absolute best I have felt at life.

And I just want to reach that feeling again. The feeling of being in control of who I can become. I want to be back in control of how I want to change.

Since coming here at the University of Minnesota, I have not felt myself. I am doing this in the hopes that I see my own faults as to why I am letting myself down. Ever since the winter of my junior year it has been downhill, i stopped doing the things that worked, I stopped working on myself. I stopped trying to improve my social life, I stopped doing the homework (everything including the readings, and beyond), I started being more narcissistic. Only caring about myself and not giving a damn about others.

I am not sure exactly why, but I don't think that should matter now.

Because in about 8 hours a new day will start. And I plan to change one thing at a time.

Tomorrow's schedule will consist of waking up at 6:30am, leave at 7:20. All while listening to "The Laws of Human Nature" and will further plan out my day in the morning. Perhaps I'll post my schedule for the day as well.

I want to start with the day 1 exercise of Charisma University and also implement my new activity. Which is a minimum of 1 1/2 hours of study time for each of my classes.

Maybe through posting this I will be held accountable even if nobody reads it. I'll now it its forever on the internet.

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