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For the #NoNothingNov I failed twice with the youtube watching at least 10 minutes of something not productive. I used snapchat and facebook for probably 5 minutes, and browsed on my phone just scrolling through an article. Most of all of this happening in the morning and evening.
Funny thing is, most of the time I know right before that I should not do these things, but i go ahead and do them. I just have to recognize that feeling and stop the action at once.
As for the rest of my college day it was almost good with the evening/night lacking in effort. I just wasted my time from 8pm-10pm. I could have been much more productive in those two hours. Part of it was that I just was not focused for doing chapter 4.5 (graphing functions the long way) and at 9:15 I wanted to start studying more on Biology but I just... I was out of it
But now that I type that, it appears to me that its just a lazy excuse.
I should have just gotten and done the studying time. I mean I don't have time to screw around. I am in a rather precarious situation, with grades worth everything since I am not the specific college I want to be in.
In writing this I am coming to realize how much of time when I don't feel like doing something or "feel out of it" its just the laziest excuse to quit and be just like everybody else.
Yes breaks are necessary. Perhaps I should try to implement meditating more efficiently into my day so that I don't do this too often.
Also on the Charisma University actions, I only kept at it for the morning. I also noticed I keep interrupting people in their sentences which is something I really need to get rid off.
Other than that tomorrow will be another day in the grind.