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Its been changing times for me, and not all for the better. The day I moved out to the university life was the last day I spent at my childhood home. Senior year was a dud with the fall semester of my junior year being the absolute best I have felt at life.
And I just want to reach that feeling again. The feeling of being in control of who I can become. I want to be back in control of how I want to change.
Since coming here at the University of Minnesota, I have not felt myself. I am doing this in the hopes that I see my own faults as to why I am letting myself down. Ever since the winter of my junior year it has been downhill, i stopped doing the things that worked, I stopped working on myself. I stopped trying to improve my social life, I stopped doing the homework (everything including the readings, and beyond), I started being more narcissistic. Only caring about myself and not giving a damn about others.
I am not sure exactly why, but I don't think that should matter now.
Because in about 8 hours a new day will start. And I plan to change one thing at a time.
Tomorrow's schedule will consist of waking up at 6:30am, leave at 7:20. All while listening to "The Laws of Human Nature" and will further plan out my day in the morning. Perhaps I'll post my schedule for the day as well.
I want to start with the day 1 exercise of Charisma University and also implement my new activity. Which is a minimum of 1 1/2 hours of study time for each of my classes.
Maybe through posting this I will be held accountable even if nobody reads it. I'll now it its forever on the internet.