I have a habit of an Over-involvement with hobbies, a sexual addiction to PMO and, the sexual dysfunction of the inability to get or maintain an erection.

The 1st step of this path to freedom is to admit what is wrong and to be public about it. I trust the red pill the most so I will put it here.

I have great shame and fear because: I have not been getting my needs met in a timely, healthy manner. The shame of hidden, compulsive behaviors(PMO). I try to hard to be a good lover and been avoiding sexual situations and sexual opportunities(until recently). The Red Pill is the safest place for me.

My greatest fear is that I need to fuck a girl well so she won't leave me. I need to understand that I hold the keys to my own sexuality and that sexual energy should not be forced into a objective rather expressed on how it is. I always feel the need to distract my self and not live in the moment.

I need your support. I can no longer do this alone. I no longer wish to live in shame and fear. I haven't had sex in 6 months and only recently started again. Had a girl over today and couldn't get an erection. Its a wake up call that I need.

I will practice Healthy masturbation according to No More Mr Nice Guy. No porn trance where I can hid from being sexual.

I will update my status if I break, but I won't. I promise.

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