This part gets weird, and I know some of you may say I’m a simp and whatnot but when you love someone, things aren’t that easy.-----------------------------------------Part II------------------------------------------ Things started to get sour. She would start fight over the weirdest things and threaten to break up with me every time we argued about something. This evolved into a toxic routine...

Okay. Before anything, I’ll start by saying that the sole purpose of sharing my story is to kill a few myths.I’ve heard so many times that western women are rotten and asian women are conservative wife material. I’ve also heard the same old about go to East Asia, go to the Philippines where you can easily score old fashioned wife, as they’re not hyprgamous, they are loving, caring and pretty...

Ok, I haven't written an essay in years. I own that the writing may be improved, and I need to read some of the name's mentioned more deeply. I wanted to push the transcendental, ontological, metaphysical and spiritual aspects of Evola's work. I think it's something that men really need to get a hold of.A Love Letter to the Absolute, a Death Notice to Modernity.Tradition, Metaphysical Idealism, Esoterica,...

Dear Abigail, I'm starting to understand what happened. There is no question that you were in love with me. I don't doubt it, you wouldn't deny it. You wanted so badly for me to be in love with you and you did quite a bit to make that happen. See, I understand now that you saw me as the best man that you could have and in reality I am. You wanted me to commit to you because of your imperative. It makes...

When we go from fantasy to real life most people lack self belief – the only belief that matters. Today I will teach you how not to look for inspiration to fantastic heroes, mentors and saints but to be your own hero and make the first step to DGAF mentality. If someone is serious he won’t search for advices but he will look deep inside and he will ask sincerely what needs to do FAST in order...

To be successful at anything the most and THE only important thing is the motivation to stay firm and keep going every fucking day. There are two types of motivation – one is positive motivation and the other is negative motivation. Both are useful in your life journey. If you want to be legendary you need the first one. Gradually and with proper feedback you will become OBSESSED and UNSTOPPABLE....

More context - I currently sponsor another gay dude. Seriously, I'm not looking for these guys... they come to me, and due to the nature of the program if someone needs help then I try my best. I do let them know that we're not fucking...this whole deal is about you getting clean. More context - I take care of myself very well physically - pretty boy type looks, nothing over the top no makeup or eyebrows...

I had another poster comment on my previous post telling me, "that rumination isn't a man's friend' (or something like that) and I don't intend to ruminate. However, I do intent to understand what the fuck happened, what I could've done differently to control the outcome of the situation better. Because it didn't work out the way that I wanted it to. Boo hoo, I know. But I will do better next time....

This post will get me thrashed. I'm sure of it. Why? Well, what I'll share will go against almost every 'masculine' line of ideology that men who profess to know Red Pill thought hold at their core. Basically, after reviewing my behavior through the writing of this post - I seem pretty gay. I'll admit it. Read further. However, I will say this preemptively, after reading one of the first side bar...

My name is NNK. I imagine no one will read this for some time. I have just recently joined TRP.red. So therefore, no one has any knowledge that this blog exists. At some point I'm going to need to direct some traffic to my thoughts because I'm really here for discourse. And I don't imagine that most of the people who comment will have anything worthwhile to say...but that's ok. Most people in the world...