Day one of not being the current needy, blue-pilled shack of shit I have been for the past 2 months. I've been getting more and more obsessed with this girl I work with and she's been letting me in her life and I snapped. There is nothing there for me with her and I need to do 2 things. I need to distance myself and change the dynamic of the relationship (Fuck that, you need to end this relationship in this form) and I need to build a new support network with new friends and new experiences. I'm young and I have so much life to live I don't want to live it in sadness and as the emotional tampon for some emotionally damaged 20 year old girl.

OK that was pretty mean and harsh to say, this suffering comes from my own shitty attachment style and not her specifically. After this week i won't be seeing her for a month and I want to come back stronger and liberated from this petty ass want.

Tip Sharmanix for their post.