@lurkerhasarisen That's fascinating. I had no idea you could fully provide electricity for yourself. Thanks for sharing.
@lurkerhasarisen That's fascinating. I had no idea you could fully provide electricity for yourself. Thanks for sharing.
@redhawkes Stop with the pessimism. She is more expensive and classier and always uses protection. She was obsessively cleaning everything all the time. Ofc I will get checked for STDs anyways, but totally worth the small risk.
I live in Croatia, she is leaving in 3 days to Madrid. I'm not going to be her regular client. She has no incentive to lie to me.
@lurkerhasarisen Makes sense.
An ETF is an Exchange Traded Fund, it's a type of financial investment, similar to stocks. www.investopedia.com/terms/e/etf.asp
@lurkerhasarisen Is it worth it to do something like this when accounting for your labor, time, and cost of material vs investing in ETFs and such? Which would offer more stability? Genuine question not an attack.
@Splitdiscs I highly recommend cutting it off. You have feelings for a slut. That's not going to end well for you. I would know from experience, look at this post I wrote after being in awful pain literally yesterday because of too much feelings for a slut www.trp.red/feed/status/141347
Oh my God, I am in so much pain right now. Went out with a girl... We've been friends for a long time. But we've always been kind of more than friends, there was kissing, blowjobs, etc. But this was 2+ years ago, not much sexual happened in a while. She's quite promiscuous. Always has several guys she's seeing, at the same time. I don't mind this. I am interested in getting sexual experience, not in a serious relationship.
Anyway, we were hanging out today. The vibe seemed good throughout. When I started being more physical with friendly touches, she didn't recoil / move away and she actually started doing some touches back. I thought okay cool, let's go for a kiss, but she rejected it.
I cannot even begin to describe the pain I am in right now. This all happened 30 minutes ago, I followed her to the bus station afterwards and she left. Hugged me and said that "I'm her friend", that I'm "handsome and could have any girl I want".
I can't believe this. She'd fuck anything that breathes yet I get friend zoned or whatever this is. I'm dying. This literally feels like death. The pain is unbearable. I'm cringing at my existence. I just feel like kicking myself in the face.
PAIN
I know I already told you about the book, but you seem to be in a situation similar to @Randorober638. I offered him some more advice beyond just reading the book I think you should consider applying to your own situation. Best of luck to you.
Read More@lurkerhasarisen "Administered as a suppository", "raked me over the coals", "to say that she'd hit a wall would be the undestatement of the year" hahah man you're a poet! Thanks a lot for the support, it made me feel better.
@coolsocks00 Thanks for the reply. Means a lot, genuinely. I really should try to make some guy friends for emotional support in these kinds of situations. So horribly difficult to go through it alone. For some reason I seem to be unable to connect with people though
@lurkerhasarisen Thank you for the reply. I've cooled down a bit now, the post was written at the height of pain. It's crazy that the pain can be so intense. It's absolutely horrible. Nothing physical can compare.
I'm really drawn to her slutty vibe. It seems that I've developed an emotional bond with her because of her sluttiness, which is very weird but yep. She really does fuck anything, and did me too like 4 years ago. It does make sense to like that if I only want sex with no games, right? And it seems like a rare trait, idk if it is. I would never try to have a relationship with her though.
Either way I gotta stay the fuck away from her. She completely destroys me emotionally... I am often in pain because of her. Gotta. Stay. Away.