@Aging-Chad

Am I crazy to be considering divorce-raping myself?

I’ve been married for 16 years, the first 3 decent, the next 10 hell, and the last 3 years have been great as I have finally taken the steps to become the man she wants and needs so her disrespect has stopped, her sex is better, she’s become a pretty damn good wife.

But I’m just sick of it. She was my girlfriend all through high school, after graduation I stayed in my hometown because she was scared of losing me. After a couple years of working a shitty job and playing soldier in the national guard I decided to go active. She was excited and wanted to get married to do the entire army wife thing. I was young and stupid so we did. And then she was too fucking scared to leave her family so I never joined. (Cuz I was a bitch). Ground out my early twenties working shitty jobs then decided to take on massive debt to get a nursing degree while providing for her and our four kids. I graduated at 30, became more beta than I ever had in my life while she bitched and bitched. At 32 I found TRP, made the changes, D-day happened, she fell in line, and things have been great.

Through the course of our relationship I have had several extramarital affairs. She’s aware that they happen but as long as I “don’t fall in love or bring home diseases” she would rather pretend they don’t exist. Everything was great.

Except now I have been in wisconsin on my own for the last 6 months and visiting them every couple weeks. It’s been glorious. I’m living my life, pursuing goals, learning hobbies, doing what I want and taking care of business. I am maintaining our home—she tells me what she needs and I hire someone to take care of it. New fence, new hot tub installation, new deck, and a contractor coming to draw plans for an attic renovation. They are all taken care of back home, and I still love my wife, but when I go visit her in person she just fucking saps all my energy and drains me of the spirit I live while I’m up here without her.

I’m seriously contemplating ripping her fucking heart out and separating, but I know I’ll be fucking raped. I want it peaceful. I want to stay in her life: I would offer to continue maintaining the home while paying the mortgage and the bills, paying for the kids to Amtrak up to see me every third week (my work conditions allow me to take a week off every third week if I want), and even dropping $2,000 a month into an account to provide for them all. And if she needs a good dicking, I can oblige if she wants but she’s free to move on with her life.

I just want an amicable split because I am 10x the man without her around than I ever was with her. Maybe I’m still bitter about that decade of hell in which I killed myself for her approval and just got browbeat daily, or maybe I’m just now realizing that I’ve settled my whole fucking life away and I’ve only got a few good decades left.

Tell me I’m crazy, tell me I’m sane, or tell me to fuck off.

Damned if you do, damned if you don't, I guess.

@lurkerhasarisen

The US military is 100% voluntary, and tacking on an additional two years after discharge that would force you to live in some specific area and answer to some yokel sheriff is a non-starter, especially since the number of people who have served is less than 1% of the population. If a four-year enlistment becomes six years, it's going to be a hard sell to fill the manning needs... we're already recruiting lots of people who have absolutely no business being in the military. The benefits would have to be very, very generous to entice people to sign up for that.

Ask any of the guys here who served: when we got out we retained an obligation to be available for recall, but if I had been forced to go back to my HOR (Home of Record) to fetch coffee and donuts for some fat civilian police chief for a couple of years I would have been mightily pissed off.

Considering that the U.S. military pedophiles intends to groom the children of their fellow servicemen by hosting a drag queen story hour at Ramstein air base and only around 520+ in the military have taken their objection to the forced covid-19 vaccine to court, I don't see the anger of U.S. servicemen, or veterans, as something to be particularly concerned about here.

However, the points you've made leave me thinking that this might be an idea worth exploring. The recent thread where Tib and @slutmagazine started branching into topics like civic responsibility warrants attention. You've clearly given this idea a lot more thought than the ten seconds I put into it and I'd like to get more of your, and other peoples, input so I can refine the idea. If spending two inactive years as an auxiliary in a local/municipal/state emergency service agency could provoke young men to think before signing to join the military, or at least help weed out those ideologically hostile to the country, then I'm all for it.

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The Vortex — Eyeballs on Truth

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And some will embrace it.

It's kind of funny that so many bishops hate Church Militant — even notables in the Vatican can't stand us.

But, in a sense, the joke's on them. Church Militant is an unintended creation of them, specifically, their refusal to do their job. Do they really think that Catholics who love the Church are going to sit by while they lie, steal, abuse, cover up and so forth — all while refusing to say the truth of the glory of Catholic teaching?

They refuse to say the truth, which deprives souls of the truth who want the truth. Sorry, bishops, but you don't get to do that, miter or no miter.

Every faithful Catholic has an obligation to speak the truth of the Faith, of Jesus Christ; and whatever happens, happens. However, in a climate of widespread ecclesiastical corruption, that obligation is increased significantly.

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GUNS BAD AS ABORTION?

Fr. James Martin advocates for comparable treatment. FULL STORY

MI ABORTION FIGHT CONTINUES

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Federal Pederasts Demand Schools Permit Child Grooming or Deny Schools Federally Funded Meals

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The Vortex — 'Look, I'm in a Movie!'

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Ah, the black hat.

When I was a little kid, I wanted to be in the movies. Well, not really, but for the purposes of this Vortex, let's roll with that.

So when I dreamed of a career on the silver screen when I was 10, I never could have imagined that, one day, I'd have the honor of being in a Martin Scorsese film.

But here I am, a half-century later, playing the part of the villain.

The movie is Building a Bridge, and, yep, Martin Scorsese is the producer. The flick is all about the "journey" of the long-suffering Fr. James Martin crusading for love and acceptance of sodomites in the Church. And, of course, any good movie needs a villain as well as a hero, and that's where we come in — black hat and all.

The movie debuted in 2021 at the "prestigious" Tribeca Film Festival in Manhattan and went on sale for home viewing earlier this month.

Here's the trailer.

Sure, you want to be close to Jesus, Father. Sure, that's why you're doing all this.

And, by the way, back when Martin exploded so flamboyantly onto the ecclesiastical stage, the question was put to him, "Fr. Martin, are you homosexual?" Eventually, he responded by saying his Jesuit superiors have ordered him not to talk about his orientation.

That's a little weird, but OK.

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@helenj

Hello,

I am 33 M divorced male, met a VERY attractive 46 year old divorced female. Even at her age, she turns head.

On our first 'date', we go for drinks for 2 hours at which point it's midnight so we call it a night. I ask if I can give her a kiss on the lips, and she says yes.

Next week, we plan to go to hiking and rock climbing up north. We go hiking and have a great conversation. We get to the hotel, go for dinner, come back, and she takes a shower, and now we're both lying in bed.

We start making out. I pull her hair a bit, squeeze her nipple a bit to which she says it's too hard. Both of us are VERY turned on as I could tell by her wet vagina. I finger her and she squirts. Mind you, I haven't had sex in a year due to my divorce so I'm super stimulated. She starts giving me a BJ and I cum. The whole thing lasted about 7-8 minutes. I blew my load before I could penetrate her. She smiles and comments something alongside that it was fast while wiping off my cum off her face.

In an hour, I try to go for round 2, but she doesn't want it, so we call it a night.

The next morning I asked if she wants to cuddle but it also didn't happen. Anyways, we go for breakfast, have a great conversation, go for another hike, and I drop her off.

She texts me the next day: "I hope you enjoyed the experience as much as I have!" My response: "I had a great time. You were amazing in bed (And I want to return the experience). And the dog made the trip really memorable. So, I recommend we go to a nice restaurant this week".

This was 3 days ago and still no response. I would love some advice here on what's going on in her head, what I should do now, and what I can do better in the future. Thanks

You killed her interest and made some very basic mistakes. Consider investing in a reliable ready reference you can pick up and study to better prepare yourself for engaging the opposite sex. I'd suggest that you get yourself a copy of Doc Love's "The System: The Dating Dictionary". Doc Love, also known as the late Tom Hodges, wrote a weekly advice column that's archive is mirrored on several sites and a podcast. While his media is a bit pricey, it's a solid foundation a guy can branch out from, but I would also suggest you review his advice column to decide if his view on dating and relationships is aligned with what you aspire for yourself. To save yourself a search, give this scribed link a gander to find out if his book is something you'd like to add to your library.

Catholic — Headlines — May 25, 2022

DC Ignores Pelosi Ban

Priests not instructed to deny anyone communion. FULL STORY

Pelosi Hits Back

Equates death penalty with abortion. FULL STORY

Gay Pride Protest at FUS

Students demand solidarity with the LGBT. FULL STORY

NY Passes Adult Survivors Act

Clergy abuse victims can seek justice. FULL STORY

BREAKING: U.S. military Hosts Drag Queen Story Time

U.S. Air Force hosting Drag Queen Story Time at Ramstein Air Base Library in Germany. FULL STORY

German Bishops' President Disses Pope

"Disappointed" in pontiff for refusing to change Church teaching. FULL STORY

Sodomite Marriage could be considered as soon as next year by the Church of England

Equal and MOSAIC (Movement of Supporting Anglicans for an Inclusive Church) among other organizations actively campaigning for the Church of England to fully promote sexual deviancy. FULL STORY

Hong Kong Cardinal on Trial

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