Hey guys, need some help, really appreciate any feedback.

Basically, I (25M) just broke up with my 5 year LTR (25F), who loved me like crazy and would always support me through all my lows including my worst points in physically (health), and even helping me financially when I had a huge problems with my business.

Recently, things have been going better for me, and I have become greedy in the sense that I started cheating with other girls including a really hot 9.5/10 girl. And because of this added with a busy schedule of work and trying to make more money, I just provided lesser and lesser time and attention to my girlfriend. This caused her to become extremely angry, lonely, sad and tired, leading to more arguments and basically her questioning the loss of passion and if I even still love her. Because of all this, I got extremely tired of maintaining the LTR and agreed to some of her viewpoints that we might be on different paths, leading to our breakup. (1 day ago)

After the breakup, I've gone no contact and immediately continued to bang the 9.5/10 chick, but I'm thinking if what I'm doing is beneficial to my life in general or not. Basically, I'm not sure I can train and guide another girl like how I've trained my 5 year LTR to be submissive and to be loving to me anymore. This is because I probably won't be having as much time as before, and I'm worried that letting my current LTR go might be a crucial mistake because I mostly value my career.

Some extra points:

• my LTR had been upset that I told her the truth straight up that I wouldn't able to marry her in the next 2 years
• I've actually known her since high school, but we got together 5 years ago, and I'm basically her first real boyfriend
• she's overall a joyful girl as long as I give her time and attention, has shown to be kind and appreciative towards me
• during arguments she becomes rather masculine and violent, which I have managed to tune down over the years. but still happens.
• she texted me one day after our breakup saying that "she thought she was worth fighting for" even though she was the one who kind of initiated the breakup, albeit I was the one who withdrew alot of attention for no reason due to work and side chicks.

Overall, I feel like I may have been at fault because I provided her with very little care and attention out of the blue after the increased workload and also the increased amount of side plates. And the recent 9.5/10 side plate may have made me more interested in banging her, leading to less attraction to my LTR. I believe I may have messed up, but I know I might be able to salvage the relationship easily by just meeting up with my LTR and bringing back a positive mood, as that usually works somehow. But I'm not sure what's the play here, and what's the most ideal scenario for me moving forward. (side note: my LTR has been busy with her own career, and is close to hitting the wall, not being as fit as before and slowly turning unattractive for me. I have lost alot of attraction and am not sure if I can regain it. However, I appreciate her that she's actually trying to work towards a future and to have a family and kids with me.

I'm so stuck and lost in what I want myself, and I really need some guidance from men in here who are just more experienced, because I really do not know what is the most optimal thing to do for my own good. Please help me to make a decision. Thanks in advance guys.

Hyper-Sexuality and Mixed Bipolar 1

I recently changed bipolar meds due to insurance. I was on Depakote but now im on Lamotrigine. Live in the states so can’t get a prostitute. I’m finally realizing that my desperate need to have a girlfriend was to have sex. I keep trying to think back on my relationships and I can’t even remember one thing I enjoyed doing. I hate dates, I hate being seen in public with women that aren’t that attractive, I hate being forced to meet family and meet their other girl friends.

I just really love sex. I used to fuck 4x a week with my ex and it’s crippling me having no access to sex right now. I’m so desperate right now that I have reached new levels of perversion. I started offering matches on tinder or bumble $250 to $500 cash just to skip to fucking because im tired of getting “Oh you’re a good guy, I can’t fuck on the first date with YOU” or all the BS about them not having time to talk or needing to look at their schedule before we can even go on a date.

How are you guys that do monk mode or have been in a dry spell even handle this? I’m going insane thinking about sex and trying new vags and shit. My ex was loose but moist as fuck, shit was magical. I’ve been obsessed about trying different pussies ever since.

How the fuck do I deal with this?

Do You Guys Think This Opportunity is Worth It?

I’ve been working in cell phone stores all through college. I managed a Cricket Wireless for a few years. My old territory manager always had new cars and would talk about his mortgage and gas card. I was hoping to become the next territory manager since my store was always number 1 or 2 each month in the district. However, a different manager who’s store was always number 5 or 6 in the district (out of 7) was friends with him and worked their longer and he basically told everyone he planned on doing whatever was necessary to make her the next territory manager.

I quit my job and worked with AT&T for a few months as manager. Absolutely hated it. I hate retail in general. I quit that job as well.

However, T-Mobile needs a territory manager. I’d be traveling an hour away into Delaware and crossing the bridge every day. They told me they had to test my spanish tomorrow and then I had to meet with the DMV Operations Director at some time next week. They said I’d have to be manager of a store for 3 months to learn the systems and then they’d meet with me again to discuss moving into the territory manager position.

I’m 22 and just out of college. I’m severely in credit card debt from medical issues and porn addiction. This job would require me to travel 1hr 30min a day just to get to work(the manager position) and then I’d have to travel between all of the stores in Maryland and Delaware as Territory Manager. The pay is 80k a year and, since I’m living with family, I could have all my debts paid off and a small savings account by December.

I’m trying to decide if this is a good choice for me. If it’s worth hustling for a year or two with the title of Territory Manager so I can get another high paying job or break out of retail entirely. I’m kinda scared because cell phone sales is almost a trapped career. If you look at the people super high up at AT&T or Verizon or T-Mobile on Linkedin, they’ve basically worked in Cellular sales their entire damn lives.

I basically just don’t want to be in a position where I get a really good paying job and then can’t escape the industry. What are your guy’s thoughts? I’m asking as a boy to men as corny as that sounds. I just got out of college and I don’t have any MEN to ask, just my mother and aunts.

TL:DR: I’m 9k in debt. In three months, I could potentially be making 80k a year. This job will require a ton of travel and hustling and I’ll be on-call basically 24/7. Is this something worth taking at least for a year so I can get myself out of debt, get my car mostly paid off, and get myself into an apartment?