Well what is fresh in my mind? Boy I have a few great subjects to share in detail soon, maybe I should ask what the mob wants to hear more about.

I have a feminazi for a soon to be sister in law. She's a wreck I can't even begin to explain the reasoning. The more I tell you about my girlfriend's family the more rational people will tell me to run the other way.

At work I have some very professional women who have no idea how to interact with me. A few of them do very well. We have the social sluts, then the more demure ladies that are flirty, then a massive amount of them who keep it cold. Cold is best it really is.

Then there is the snow leopard at home. She earns a good chunk of cash, hardly ever goes out, fucks like a porn star [n count over 30] and loves the living fuck out of me. She has no social life, she spends most of her free time trying to get closer to me and taking care of the kids. I have known her since I was 17, so half of our lives. Just sweet as a fucking peach to me, but she tells me stories from her past about the way she treated men and I laugh about it. I told her a hundred times now I wouldn't have taken that sort of attitude.

She replies that I don't have to, I command a woman and make her want to fuck like the animal she is inside. That's a good girl, tell me how radical I am.

This is a common effect, once I know a woman well enough, she's mine. I own her because no one makes her feel like I do. This isn't instant for me. My shortcomings are specifically of the social type. I don't engage much with others, my social circle has been rather exclusive and I hardly have time to keep up with all of them and manage my home and work life.

All these women at work, any woman in my local area, I just don't give them the TRP level of attention I should. Not as much to fuck, but to stay sharp. Now and then I step up and am engaging with strangers, but not often enough to make it feel flawless or even perfected. I own the shit out of these awkward moments best I can, but recognize in the moment how rusty I am.

I think that's the essential part of this for me. Looking at where I could do more. Socializing and lifting. My diet is fucking strong, my work life is a bit imbalanced but that's based on my addiction to gambling at the moment, or addiction to something, most of the time be it music or a show online or games online... Fuck me. Could be worse I suppose.

Fucking reddit Q'd the redpill and here I the fuck am talking out of my ass. Well I'll have to make some rounds and see what the fuck others have to say.

Real background on me is not hard to dig up over at AskTRP. I did however go back and delete a ton of my comments because I tend to reveal too much about my personal life. Might have that same problem here. I also hate the fucks who troll through past comments and get all fucking judgemental like it's all I am, that's a perfect picture of me, the one I've chosen to display here online, FUCK THAT.

But hey, part of life right? Hope you faggots didn't fall asleep, stay healthy and strong, press on and be passionate about something.