Being betafied by my entire family. 5 years ago I developed schitzo affective disorder which is bi polar depression and schitzophrenia. Right now it's manageable and I still lift and do cardio. I did gain a bit of weight but I'm doing the best I can. After my parents found out about the redpill and my N count they've been treating me like a pedophile. Because they're crazy orthodox christians.
She keeps telling me cardio and the gym is bad for your heart because you have tachycardia. And starts making up nonsense how I have to have a job or she won't cook food for me. I basically feel like I'm in a marriage; there's no way getting away from her. So I work like once a week to get 200$/ month for my base expenses. The problem is she's extremely passive aggressive. I went to get a knife once and she threatened to spill boiling hot cooking oil on my face. My last therapist said defoo your family fuck them. The current therapist said it's normal, so I stopped therapy with him. Go do I deal with a demeaning, devouring mother, forcing you to be a beta?
The problem here isn't how your family treats you, but that you want them to support decisions that are contrary to what values they believe they raised you to have, which is not how being a parent works. If you're making life choices they don't support, the only option would be to sidestep the knives, finish whatever schooling you maybe dealing with, focus on identifying ways to increase your monthly income so you can save more money that could enable you to move into your own place.
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Being betafied by my entire family. 5 years ago I developed schitzo affective disorder which is bi polar depression and schitzophrenia. Right now it's manageable and I still lift and do cardio. I did gain a bit of weight but I'm doing the best I can. After my parents found out about the redpill and my N count they've been treating me like a pedophile. Because they're crazy orthodox christians.
She keeps telling me cardio and the gym is bad for your heart because you have tachycardia. And starts making up nonsense how I have to have a job or she won't cook food for me. I basically feel like I'm in a marriage; there's no way getting away from her. So I work like once a week to get 200$/ month for my base expenses. The problem is she's extremely passive aggressive. I went to get a knife once and she threatened to spill boiling hot cooking oil on my face. My last therapist said defoo your family fuck them. The current therapist said it's normal, so I stopped therapy with him. Go do I deal with a demeaning, devouring mother, forcing you to be a beta?
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