So I’m 25, 5 10 “, 250lb blankan, I had a girlfriend for 2 days then wimped out didn’t even reach first date before I checked out. I’m wondering on what to do I’m hitting like a plateau in lifting I bench max 150 but I’m losing motivation I haven’t done squats but the part to keep me going is not there I need help on that. Also the mental to not give up before first date. I have a court case pending but lawyer says it might be dismissed assault criminal damaging and menacing charges. I’m on disability cause of my accident where the lawnmower severed my toe. What do I do?