So, I slept with the girl who finds me "intimidating"...4 times the first night! She told me about her ex cheating on her because of her N-count; She's at 20 and she calls that "reasonable", doesn't want a relationship, is "only seeing (me)", and has a busy schedule like me, due to school&Work.
Met her at a coffee shop. Found her in the corner reading a book by Hemmingway. Decide to go the mall to "buy some jeans", get there. and was like fuck the jeans. Head to the foodcourt & then I need to leave, she comes with. We get back to my place and I bring up "date", she goes "date?" I say, "I thought we were just hanging out". She's going to make a nice fwb. Likes the same music, video games, "eats like a caveman", can't eat gluten, fit, tattooed, naturally pretty. doesn't need make-up. (Have I found The One....?)
Got to know her pretty quickly. Not a "party girl", in school, works full time, has her own place. Chill gal and was open right off the hop about her "issues".Read More
While I am drunk, the "touching" bit, does come natural. Directing her through a door, up a small set of stairs; Went to eat at applebee's and was like fuck it, sat right beside her and pulled the table in close. Was awesome.
"my dates usually sit across"
One thing I know I don't lack, is confidence. Confirmerino. Girls ALWAYS tell me they love that I'm my own person as well. That I "obviously don't give a fuck".
I hate doing this shit cause it's online and "attention" and "alpha" and this and that and more of the same bs...girls aren't hard to get.
I want me a Woman, now, though.
1 child. a son, hopefully.
GG boyz. Only up to go from here.
@TheViolat0r I know you're joking but if anyone reads this and doesn't see the full picture: she's going to laugh but then keep repeating herself and acting more serious each time, getting closer and closer. She'll want to regain control and grab you to make you focus on what she's saying and that's when you grab her back, laugh at her, and then get on top of her resuming where you were before LMR. You should be on the way to pink town.
You know...that shit actually does come naturally! The knowing "when" to make a move, you can literally feel it lmao
I learned a lot about myself seeing this older woman who wants to love and be loved.
I'm a judgemental, selfish, uncaring, angry, woman-hating, insecure, little player-boy, that's also a literal-fuckin-piece-of-shit-ass: "just like the rest...", "worse than my ex...", "at least he (x and not y, unlike you)",
I'm a broken person. She's the total opposite, just pushed to her limits.
So many different "Shades" of everything these days, as well...jesus fucking mary and joseph while the holy ghost cries in the closet!
While I am "my own person", I lack being "my own man".
Honesty is like an anti-dote for the poisoned spirit...so relieving!
Mirror, Mirror, on The Wall...Read More
You know...she shocked me when she brought up the 80/20 thing about men. I fucked around with 10 other girls and told her about it! She called me a player, I asked her what a a player was to her, and she said someone who fucks around with a persons feelings, I told her they were merely holes. Love it when she calls me "a fuckin piece of shit, ass!" though!