Is it okay that I want only virgins for my future wife? It bothers me so much.
I have slept with women from time to time but only for casual fun (they too and they were all non-virgins).
But when it comes to marriage, I cannot help but want only virgin as my future wife.
I want my future wife as pure as possible.
I sometimes imagine myself being married to a non-virgin, possibly very promiscuous one and I just freak out whenever I think that my precious baby who spent 40 weeks in my wife's womb getting cumcoated all the way along my wife's vagina during the birth, all the cum that my wife had received from numerous men of whose names and faces I even never have heard of or seen. It just feels deeply humiliating and I feel I wouldn't be able to truly love my baby if that's the case. It would feel like my baby is a pseudo-bastard.
I may sound like a paranoid. But I just cannot help.
I also think if I get married to a virgin, the bond would be stronger because my wife would know no men other than me.
Is it okay to have this kind of way of thinking? Seriously, I would just not get married if I have to marry a non-virgin.
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