Greece
This explains the faggotry. Gayreece didn't even exist till 1829 as a country under prince Otto. That shithole is incestuous mix of albanians and gypsies/turks, hence why you're projecting.
Manginas nowadays upgrade every cum dumpster that spreads her legs like it's going out of fashion.
Lmaoo, that's probably the only form attention these legbeards get
It's excitement mixed with anxiety. Try meditation and control your arousal. It's a mind- dick connection. When you start to notice you're too aroused, do some deep breathing and focus on the present. Another way is to train your pelvic floor muscles with reverse kegels.
Don't apologize and then try again after a while. Tell her to suck you off until you get hard, then smash. It's your first time so who gives a shit.
Last, stop calling yourself an incel. It's a shitty self talk and cringe af.
Emotional Intelligence is a new age buzzword for social skills, pushed by pseudo psychologists.
It's almost exclusively used by lobotomes and redittards to hide the lack of real intelligence. Same goes for rizz/aura..