@goodmansaysfuckyou The two girls I have had an ltr with were the right mind sets and extremely fun, in the beginning. The endings suck, but I do enjoy the consistency much more. I am certainly a serial monogamist for most my life.

I believe in unicorns, I just don't believe that you can hold onto one and keep her a unicorn. It seems that after a while they want to cut their own horn off and become like every other basic ass bitch. This deeply saddens me when I have to watch the transformation. I know I will lose attraction for her (and her me) and I know she will lose any piece of individuality she had. "I just want to be a married skinny bitch with a good paying career who eats out at restaurants every night!" Seems to always be where they end up.

It is in my opinion that as long as the sex is good and increasing in pleasure, she will continue to be a "good girl." I kept it spicy with the last one for a long time. Maybe a year, year and a half, trying new things with her. Then she wanted to record all our sex, cuz she thought it was hot.

I wasn't into it. It was weird to record her while having sex, it was weird to watch it after. Like I was jerking off to a girl I already have. I didn't like the idea of our hot interactions being turned into a commodity that could be re watched. It made me feel like it discounted the spontaneity and passion of our very compatible sex. I liked the idea that what we had was organic and rare.

I only did it once and it seemed like sex after that started to become routine. Although I will blame myself for not thinking of new stuff, I don't really care to do all that weird shit a lot of the times. Needless to say, once my hold of sex on her waned, she started to make more and more demands.

When that phase starts, I just stop trying. I can't give a girl every demand she wants. I can only give her what she needs.

@Lionsmane8 You didn't even respond to my first argument Mr.ReligiousGodGuy......Here is another chance.

What is your purpose with all this?

Why not accept God into your life and forgive all those that cause you so much anger and resentment?

You are focusing on all the wrong things. You can sit there and blame all of white humanity for all your anger but it is you that causes all of your anger.

If you want so badly to make the world a more peaceful place, why not start with the one and only thing that you actually have control over, yourself.

All you do is spread resentment and blame. Then you expect the world to become peaceful out of your negative projections. Start by becoming peaceful yourself, start by becoming positive yourself.

The world changes from inside out, not by guilting people into feeling how you want them to feel.

You are not God. You are not in control. You don't know what is best for people or the planet. It is in God's hands. Never yours.