I have found it more difficult than ever to be consistent with my diet and adhering to a daily routine.

I’ve been in real estate for several years making good money - anywhere from $9k to $35k a month consistently. The market has taken a dip in my area and my lease was up so I decided to move back in with my parents so I could save money and get down to Tampa, FL.

I have a job that unfortunately I don’t take seriously, but it pays like $3k a month on the high end. It’s temporary until I move and get back to what I’m good at, but expenses are so low I can put most of it in savings.

In the span of 2 years I’ve gone from 190lbs with single digit bodyfat to 230 lbs probably around 18%. I can directly attribute this to binge drinking every weekend. Sometimes 2-3 days.

I feel trapped in an endless cycle. I go to work and im so beat that I don’t go to the gym 7 days a week like I used to, usually 3.

My girlfriend comes and stays with me most of the week since she just got out of the military - she always wants to go out to eat and insists on paying but obviously it’s demasculating to allow her to do that most of the time.

I’d hate to sit around and do nothing everyday with her so I inevitably have to spend some money, eat out somewhere that isn’t on my diet (even if its healthy it isn’t consistent) and I drink because it’s the cheapest thing we can do that is better than sitting around watching movies everyday.

Any ideas on how I can get out of this cycle? There is literally NOTHING to do in my parents town but go to a couple lame bars. There are trails we can walk on but my knees are so bad I’m only good to walk long distance maybe a couple times a week.

@Kloi

Agreed, however it takes a level of intimacy out of it for me by not being monogomous. Its just human masturbation. Once youve had sex with one youve had sex with them all - at that point its just to fill your ego. I've had sex with 6s-9.5s and it felt the same. Some could do little things different or better but not enough to rationalize getting to know them, paying for a date, escelating, etc... becomes rebotic and mundane. And generally not worth the effort at all. Same process over and over just to get the same thing from a different girl.

I like to take trips and have someone to enjoy it with and ideally make lasting memories with. Plus, despite what red pill says, its wrong to demand monogamy from a girl if you're not also monogamous. I dont care about the red pill rhetoric of women "sharing a high value man over settling with a loser". I know I could sleep with several girls and they only sleep with me, but where do you draw the line of being "high value" enough to do what you want and just being hypocritical?

Ive soared my "wildest oaks". Sex is always good but the minimal effort it takes just isnt fun for me anymore and I always look down on the women for sleeping with me on the first date. Plus, I know if theyll do it with me theyll do it with someone else that half has charisma