My ego got hurt at a home party, trying to better myself
I‘ve been invited to this chicks home party for halloween; she wanted to see me and was implying she was dressed up as a sexy vampire and I can be her edward cullen. I got there and I was having fun with my friends, talking to everyone. I was trying to initiate and isloate the given chick (we matched on hinge) and tried to kiss her. She told me she feels like I‘m mad at her and it would be better to see us in that kind of setting for a different time. In my head I knew this is not going to work and I‘d never meet her again. She then proceeded to fuck another guy at the home party after talking to me.
Rationally, I have no idea why I‘m upset. I literally don‘t know her but maybe my expectations that I thought I‘m gonna see her and potentially fuck her made me hurt my ego. I feel like I got cucked for some reason. I literally have lots of women, even made out with her girl friend later in the club and ended up picking another one up I brought home; but I still can‘t shake the feeling off that I got a bit „embarrassed“. I am usually very stoic and these things would never faze me, but it was so in my face that I kinda got pissed off.
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