Welcome to TRP. Consider investing in a reliable ready reference you can pick up and study to better prepare yourself for engaging the opposite sex. I'd suggest that you get yourself a copy of Doc Love's "The System: The Dating Dictionary". The guy writes a weekly advice column that's mirrored on several sites and runs a podcast. While his media is a bit pricey, it's well worth the investment, but I would also suggest you review his advice column to decide if his view on dating and relationships is aligned with what you aspire for yourself. If you've found you'd like to read his book, but find money is an issue for you, you should be able to find copies through torrent sites.
@Typo-MAGAshiv, thanks. Are you still married now? The problem with that approach is that most high value women want marriage, and also I want children. I am very firm on my belief that children must be raised in a two-parent household, which typically means marriage (especially for Christians).
@Random_IT_Admin The question isn't whether or not you can be red pill. You can either see the truth and accept it, or spit it out. If you see the truth, you cannot unsee it. What you do with this information is your choice.
Yes, it's possible to maintain your faith and continue on your path. A word of caution: Your faith will give you blind spots and kneecap your strategy, so, just be careful.