I saw this hot MILF at the gym today and was thinking I should approach her and I didnt end up doing it and now I am all like in my head: "WTF man? you're 22 and have approached a TON of women before, its not a problem for you, you are tall, jacked, and handsome, youre confident with good social skills and can talk to anyone and make friends with anyone, this hot ass MILF was giving you some looks, and remember all those times you DID approach, and felt 34234x better after you did it regardless of how it went whether you suceeded or not? Come on man, be outcome independent, wtf? No excuses, your stupid fucking EGO didnt let you go and approach this MILF? Wtf man? Seriously? You gonna be on your deth bed lookin back saying why the fuck didnt i approach the women i didnt approach when i could have? I read on asktrp one time saying you dont have to cold approach every single girl you wanna fuck the shit out of, besides that, never ever to come off as desparate because they can smell it.. long story short im focused on my mission right now, going to the gym, building businesses, getting my first house, etc. but at the same time i dont have sexual intimacy with women in my life right now and its been a while and i need to do something, i need to make some dating profile apps like on tinder and bumble, and start hitting the bars every weekend, and doing more cold approaches whether it be in the gym or the grocery store, no fucking excuses, ive cold approached a thousand times before and i can do it thousands of times more. i reminded myself not to weigh my self worth off of how much pussy i get, but, looking back, i pulled a lot of women in my life effortlessly and had stupid fucking mental blocks stupid fucking bullshit illusions that got in the way of me fucking them and i hate that and i know not to live in the past but im gonna make up for it by continuing to get rich as fuck and jacked as fuck but also at the same time i need sexual intimacy.... yeah i hear dont shit where you eat but i need some fucking sexual intimacy, i really do, its all mental, i need to fix my mental, i feel like im in my own head too much at times...

@TiberiusBravo87

Oof, I did read it. The guy had a brain susceptible to social engineering and it worked him over with the "blacks are superior" negro-nazi talk they've been pushing. We talked about this before, porn trends happen first and later liberals push that agenda. At first it was married women banging the pizza guy to promote general infidelity, moving on to paying rent with ass, "goddesses" that dominate men, then after several years of tiny tiny steps it went into full-blown "step-XXX" incest porn. Only a few years after that and trannies are now mainstream in porn. Slippery slope indeed, we are at the bottom of the steep hill at this point.

@Heypaul you soaked in social engineering via pro-black/IR porn that's been way too prevalent for the past few decades. TRP tells you to avoid porn. There are several good reasons for it but it would take too long to detail them all. That is your first step. And start getting that inferiority out of your head. People are deliberately hiring those guys only for their skin color (the opposite of meritocracy) with the intent to jack with people's brains.

Psychological warfare is Spiritual warfare and porn is just one of many tools in the psy-op to de-moralize and control us.

@Heypaul

Idk how else to put this but Basically after learning about the sexual dynamics of women and hypergamy and after watching lots of interracial porn and seeing all of the things said online about black men and their sexuality and knowing there is sick communities based on getting cucked and being inferior to black men, I watched a lot of interracial porn and feel like my masculinity was robbed from me, like I won’t be able to be in the position of the alpha that women deeply desire to submit to, And that I am inferior to black men and they are sexually superior and are craved by women and I feel like I can’t be comfortable with my sexuality and my masculinity and it’s really fucked with me and my head. I just want to be the alpha that women want to submit to and I know I can be and it’s all In my own head but this is the shit I’m going through right now. I have a lot of shame in the interracial porn I watched and watching videos of black men masturbating and getting of to it and telling Myself It would be the last time doing it but I would go back and do it again and again. This is the only community in the internet that is real and doesn’t sugarcoat and tells it how it is, everyone else is blue pulled and doesn’t know about hypergamy and women wanting an alpha male and all that shit. I feel dissappointed and disgusted and ashamed of myself. Like instead of fulfilling a sex life, I watched interracial porn and got off to it again and again and watched videos of black men masturbating and feel ashamed as if like “what if women knew about this” And it makes me feel insecure knowing all of the stereotypes out there about black men and their sexuality and reading all of the bullshit about them being the superior race and being better in bed and make me feel like I’m inadequate and don’t deserve sex or intimacy. What the fuck is wrong with me and my brain?’ I think I watched way too much porn. But then again it bothers me because it makes me feel like I’m not a real man when black men are and we all know how women work and hypergamy and shit like that. It makes me feel fucking horrible

I'm not even going to bother to read that mess.