@Bozza You can have the tren, my friend. I have never had a desire to try it, and at my age, overall health is more important. My background is in powerlifting, and even enhanced lifters I knew kept things pretty basic. Tren wasn't common. I've heard it is quite effective, though.
@Bozza When you consider that the average healthy male produces 42 to 49 mg of test a week and 70 is the usual natural ceiling, you seem good evidence that even at high doses Test is not the bogey man the left would say it is.
Misandry is quite deep in our culture.
I think when it comes to risk taking dopamine is a huge contributor. Getting a large dopamine reward for a risk taking behaviour makes risk basically a drug. I think it shows up quite well with what cabergoline can do to change someone's risk taking personality. But also when you just think about the kind of guy who naturally gets/ craves plenty of dopamine, that life and soul of the party guy, craving stimulation, he does seem to naturally take quite a lot of risks in life.
The more I learn about testosterone, the more I tend to think that men probably behave better in society with levels in the high normal range as well as being more productive.
As a man who has taken TRT/Anabolics for years, I can tell you hormone levels have a much more complex relationship with behaviour than is usually portrayed/understood.
The usual portrayal is - more testosterone = more aggression, risk taking etc. - which isn't really the case.
Personally, I'm not hugely affected by testosterone levels. The difference between 600mg/wk and 200mg/wk isn't hugely distinguishable for me. I feel no real difference between those doses.
At lower levels of test, yes - the impact can be pretty profound in terms of lethargy etc.
Estrogen on the other hand is a very powerful hormone in my experience. At higher doses of test, without anti-estrogen, the effects become very apparent - random crying, paranoia, other stereotypically "female" behaviours.
Tren is a good example. Extremely powerful anabolic (500x more potent than test) which I've taken multiple times. Sometimes it makes me extremely aggressive. Other times it's had little to no impact at all.
I'm convinced dopamine, serotonin etc also play a huge factor.
Read MoreShe bailed she had a "sinus infection". But another girl I was talking to was happy to replace her and got a nice and easy SNL.
@Bozza take care not to let a sense of scarcity unduly influence your motivations and behavior during the date. It would be a normal/expected subconscious response after such a long dry spell.
Outcome independence, can help a guy relax and engage in the moment.
First pay check came in so it's time to get back on the horse and get some plates. Having not had any plates since October, I'm definitely a bit rusty. But we'll get there.
Got one date booked in for tomorrow. She was very enthusiastic and agreed to logistic basically immediately. Not much of a texter though. Not that I mind but usually girls like to text a lot. 50/50 whether she'll bail but that may just be her style. We'll see tomorrow.
South Africa
Damn son. @Chantfire pls tell us South Africa stories.
My experiences with South Africa have always been crazy.
We spend over a year with over a dozen members giving constant feedback and ideas to come up with our current design.
Wen shrek is lyfe button, huh?

