@Mossb said the guy with self-acknowledged mental problems....
I remember rsd described dark nerdy guys once and they dont give a fuck and have the same confidence as a successful person bit its coming from a dark place. want to be like this as I dont care about status or how people perceive me but wanna be one of those fucked up dark dudes who arent intimidated by anybody. Wanna be like that.
Wanna care less about people and societies reaction to me, cant go to college due to my.mental condition so have been isolated since then and accepted this is the way things were gonna go for me, wanna become like those dark dudes who are just as confident as a succesful dyde but its coming from a fucked up dark place. Like they dont even care theyre fucked up and arent intikidated by anyone. Wanna be like that
I wanna become mgtow and totally numb and hardcore af, not intimifated by anyone and totally emptionless, i cant gontoncollege or have the gay ass college experience I wanna be a numb hardcorr mofo like tou see in biker gangs and shit how do I get that masculine?
@itiswr1tten lol fag thats for wusses who need to do manly shit instead
@itiswr1tten youre right I need to fully let go and accept I will not have these thinga, have been dping a little ebtter lately. Like I ised to be upset I would never have the "college experience" bs but I realized thats out of my control anyway due to my mental condition so just accept it
@itiswr1tten i have lol doesnt matter nothing i can do cept roll with it
Want to be totally numb to.any desire.to fit in, have mental problems so fitting in isnt possible. Right now just meditaye and accept things the way they are any other suggestions?
