Feeling that my genaration ( Gen Z ) is really fucked up
TRP started by me observing how fucked up my routine was as a kid , vidya , porn , terminally online . Instant gratification with no consequenses . Every interaction with girls that went somewhere turned out completely BPD and wanting daddying or else they would drop you , and see how moody and closed they are , I believe they were also victims of our dehumanization of porn and awful parenting as they default on extreme inferiority and abuse given the chance . I am this point of resentmen about women of my gen my stomach turns upside down , I had dropped many opportunities cause all give me such negative fucked up vibes , hell I have chose most of the times a modest 5 milf over a couple of 8 teens .
I went upside down considering my mental health the last 3 years and now I find it harder to impose this dom TRP mindset whitout feeling somehow loser and the girl as a complete whore , cause I'm in this point in mindset , body , looks , game that I can get most . BUT why they all seem so pathetically fucked up ? They function like they have a chanel of their brain watching Friends , another watching a two hour gangbang while there is a commentary of some bossgirl on happiness affirmations .
Should I accept it as a FACT they are as fucked up as I am therefore treating them with kindness or go back taking SSRIs so I look the part and go as the wind blows ?
“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained, you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.”
- Sun Tzu, "The Art of War"
It's good to read that you've joined us on your journey. While it's unfortunate to read that you and much of your generation have had such an awkward go of life so far, I pray in time you come to understand you're not alone in that regard and that there's more to the red pill than women. I hope that when you make this realization, you focus yourself into engaging, and overcoming your bad habits, pushing to overcoming your life of mediocrity, and working towards being the man you imagine you'd be more satisfied with seeing in the mirror every day.
Read More@Ninjawimp tbh I having plates is something I am not yet able to pull cause most of the time I was to get some rando she would mention a bf I would be extremely turned off , but I always continued to a indirect implication of sex just for the fun of it from where I would leave her . Reason is if she has a bf ,( which many times I knew for a fact they had ) , she prob has a guy that fucks her raw 2-3 times a week ? I'll pass . idk tho , probably im weird
Feeling that my genaration ( Gen Z ) is really fucked up
TRP started by me observing how fucked up my routine was as a kid , vidya , porn , terminally online . Instant gratification with no consequenses . Every interaction with girls that went somewhere turned out completely BPD and wanting daddying or else they would drop you , and see how moody and closed they are , I believe they were also victims of our dehumanization of porn and awful parenting as they default on extreme inferiority and abuse given the chance . I am this point of resentmen about women of my gen my stomach turns upside down , I had dropped many opportunities cause all give me such negative fucked up vibes , hell I have chose most of the times a modest 5 milf over a couple of 8 teens .
I went upside down considering my mental health the last 3 years and now I find it harder to impose this dom TRP mindset whitout feeling somehow loser and the girl as a complete whore , cause I'm in this point in mindset , body , looks , game that I can get most . BUT why they all seem so pathetically fucked up ? They function like they have a chanel of their brain watching Friends , another watching a two hour gangbang while there is a commentary of some bossgirl on happiness affirmations .
Should I accept it as a FACT they are as fucked up as I am therefore treating them with kindness or go back taking SSRIs so I look the part and go as the wind blows ?
Read More@Typo-MAGAshiv fuck this is my issue after all , I just can't push it somehow . ffffffuck
@Typo-MAGAshiv that makes sense , I mean I have no solid way to comunicate that , I don't even know how to get there . But I mostly feel missing out bc they show clear signs and I wonder if I'm being a fagg for letting them go after one lukewarm rejection .
@TheAurora I was talking yesterday with friend about the exact same thing , and I cannot understand why I should not show desire . I mean it is the only thing that matters . Why should one not be not ashamed and accept his desire ? Idk why , probably cause I got cucked in the past for being idifferent with my desire , not accepting my drives . Most crucial thing TRP helped me overcome is my shame of sexuality , to play it now ''cool'' like the dudes in campus with less testosterone than my little toe is making me sick to my stomach. Anyways I have done your way also lately but with same results
@jprdl long term it will f you up , but I see it as fasting . Having a strict sleep cycle is like the normalized 5 carb meals a day . It offesr constant depedance on those primal needs , when absent you attain a different view , some sort of clarity
Why I just can't bend the damn paper ?
220lbs ,5.11'' 23M jacked with 20% bodyfat . Get lots of interactions with randos in my school but everytime I close or try something that implies closing I get ghosted . Quite many girls giving pick me signs and then ( I engage s m o o t h l y ) but when the shit comes they act all goofy . I suppose I just cannot build up the chad confidence , but it fucks you socialy up asking out every other girl you find good looking and talkative ( I am the only healthy male in the campus ) . I have some psychological issues , but so most ( if not all ) of the girls in my school ( psychotherapy , SSRIs) so I really dgaf about some here trying to water down their demons and going FULL SAINTS according their psyche in order to keep up . I hadn't fucked since 1st quarantine and I feel so frustrated .
I feel used up everytime I get into an interaction where I make others laugh and give me f-me eyes while being ghosted after the next 10 minutes . Everyone is so miserably closed to him/herself in university but I have no excuse for being a loser .
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