Hi guys, just wanted to say that I apologize for not being here and for failing you all who gave me advice. My girlfriend broke up with me all of the sudden, no explication nothing.

I wanted to apologize because, while I got results, I got better at banter, at game at navigating life, I was starved for affection and love, and I messed up. I put her first out of my affection for her, my gym progress started to stall because I went there fewer times to have more time to spend with her.

Now I feel like I am back to where I was when i first came here, absolutely shattered, feeling ugly and unwanted. I know that it's the normal reaction of my body and my mind, but it still hurts, a lot.

I want to thank @Vermillion-Rx, @maltys and @Typo-MAGAshiv for always being there for me, and even now with my absence.

With this breakup I've learned a lot about myself, how I'll let things slide for "the greater good". But the best thing I've learned tonight, is just how many close friends I have in this world. I've sent the same lame text to everyone "she broke up with me and blocked me everywhere, I'm alright, just a mess right now".

More than 7 people called me in the span of an hour, offering advice, help, a place to stay if I wanted to spend the night and drink. People with kids, relationships, jobs, marriages, all came for me. I never realized, how much of a change I made to people's lives, I always thought that I was mostly alone with a few guys to talk to on occasion. I was so focused on my own failures and my desire to feel accepted and wanted by everyone, that I never realized, how many people I truly had thanks to my actions.

I hope my ramblings will help someone that feels as bad as me right now. And I apologize to the RP community for trading long term happiness for short term affection.