@Bozza

Look I'm not going to moralize, and as one of the guys on the forum who's probably done more substances than anyone else

I've always said it'd be easier to tell you what I haven't done, than list all the niche drugs I've sampled throughout my life.

I often wonder if there is any point in writing on the topic of addiction for TRP as someone who has personally suffered through it. I know there is no point in discussing it with people who aren't ready to quit.

I have used and have heard all the rationalizations for not stopping. From using systems, to not drinking hard liquor, to cycling between substance. It's even worse for the highly functioning addicts because on paper, life looks good if you ignore the elephant in the room

it's certainly not my place to judge (not that I am).

I think it is our place to judge, not be judgmental. Daily dependency of any substance is counterproductive to growth. When I get asked about usage, there are very few drugs I am willing to recommend. 95% of them can be avoided without missing out on anything in life.

The few I do recommend always come with the cavoites, right place, right people, right mindset. That you do not need these to experience what you are looking for.

I have read the sidebar again and again trying to internalize the concepts yet I take it hypergamy is the natural state of women but that makes me hate them even more. To the likes that I have started to admire the likes of Ted Bundy, Richard Ramirez. They seem so nice so sweet on the outside but yet they're so manipulative and cunning makes me want to choke on myself. Cold approach warm approach it's all too much effort for a guy while a lady just sits there and goes how would you please me grab my attention slave?. Better to get sex from hookers than these innocent cum sucking dry devil whores. I might have been born a virgin I sure as hell ain't gonna die a virgin I'd see to it that I get what I want. I'd build myself up physically mentally it would take me years I might be 30 40 50 half of my life gone and there she is the prime cherry. I'd argue it's our fault that we can't control our dicks and give them too much attention too many desperate men out there I'd count myself in but somehow I'm not a simp. I'd rather take em then beg or just end it all

@Bozza I think both countries have systems that are close to failing the normal people. The west is due a reset. I may not be pretty when it happens.

AI in prescribing is scary. Not so much because it may mess up -it will soon be better statistically than a human and that should reduce one smug set of the liberal middle class. What worries me is who will be funding the AI development? -large companies, probably already in healthcare. They need to see a return from it and they will have an unconscious (or conscious) bias towards money -either cost saving or revenue generating for pharmaceutical companies.

Our health is not a product or a component but it is an essential component and product of the current model where all the research is done by big companies. You can't patent health or the natural things one might eat and do to promote health, so these things are barely on the radar of the companies.

Britain got its NHS at the wrong moment in a fit of optimism. It has become like so many nationlised things amazingly inefficient. You want to see your GP about a problem. To do this you know you must phone the surgery at 8.00 am. You are actually starting work at 8.00 or driving to work but you know that if you call at 8.03, all the appointment swill be allocated. So you screw your clients about or drive distractedly and probably illegally trying to toggle the keypad options the surgery give you just to get in the god cursed queue to see if you get an appointment. Good news, second day of trying you score an appointment! woo hoo!

Your GP, who statistically is a woman who works a 2 or 3 day week because why would a well paid woman who has a happy middle class life and a rich husband want to work more than 3 days? This means you may wait a bit to see her and you will probably have to take the morning off work to do so because she wants to work when everyone else works and to be home to make avacado salad to go with the dinner her husband will cook, before she must take Tarquin to his piano lesson.

GP taps her keyboard and computer says "yes" "Ah Mr Bozza, you need to be referred" Then she writes (yes well into the 21st century she writes to the local hospital). They then write back to you and her to give you an appointment. At least this keeps the ailing Royal Mail in work (if they deliver it in time for you to read it before the day of course). You take another day off work to go to the appointment "Thank you Mr Bozza, we will send the results to your GP" You fight the 8.00 scramble to make a third appointment to see your GP "Ah Mr Bozza, good news, all clear on the tests from the hospital, lets try a different drug/ different hospital department" and so on. You are 6 weeks down the line. You have missed 3 days of work and you have a prescription for a different drug but you are not actually any weller.

The NHS in Britain is a self greasing machine to devour tax revenue. It works very well by the time you are unable to work and are on benefits or have stage 4 cancer. Then you can miss as many work days a you like but probably they will see you at once by then. They have prioritised those people as really needing care. They never prioritised health when it actually mattered, only the care of the very sick. The rest of your life they just ate your tax. Imagine if women could easily get free appointments in this system. They burden the current system as it is but if you cut out the faff, some women would be there weekly.