First of all, I got about three sentences into this and got angry because of the absolute nonsense and lack of grammar or punctuation. Please learn that.

All im hearing is excuses. Have you read the sidebar? Did skittlesman need any of those things?

That "baddie" you're beating yourself up about, would happily fuck skittles man for free. And if you're over 30, probably has his kids. (and complains about how much a deadbeat he is).

Blah, blah blah - excuses.

If I was with you in a bar and said go upto that baddie, you'd probably stall, try and come up with the perfect thing to say. Probably make excuses why you shouldn't talk to her.

Because you have scarcity mindset (READ THE SIDEBAR).

You need to pivot your entire mindset.

You can walk upto a girl and say the first thing that pops into your head "Hey I'm Hamzter, and my balls smell". If she likes you, she'll find it funny.

This is your mindset. You are the prize. You are filtering out women. She is not the judge of you, you are the judge of her. FFS man, you are a man, are you going to be intimated by a female half your size? Over what, her judgement?

Oh no, a female looked at me funny - or worse, laughed at me - I shall never recover from this. It's almost like having a fight with a male. It's nowhere even close.

My housemate is 130lbs soaking wet and he can pull 9's. If he can do it so can you.

Sure, getting jacked makes it easier but stop making excuses and just go out, do it and run the numbers.

Since I've been summoned here here's how I'm going to put my struggles out here as I'm still not fully 20. 19.7. Porn usage since 12 it progressively started escalating into varied categories it didn't help from where I am dating is discouraged if you're not a man with stronger backing i.e: suv,house in a good housing society,Strong political connections. Atleast the "baddies" I want to go for require that. Now let's begin I discovered trp around 2023 from a YouTuber called hamzeh. I started applying the principles of trp in 2024 I went to the gym even tho I sucked at the first year I managed to get my feet off the ground. I started cold approaching that year too strangers and girls alike (I did notice one thing the more I approached and gained confidence it made me less interested in the options available to me online discord girls, porn girls). Nonetheless I had an academic downfall failed a subject. Fast-forward 2025 fapped my brains out switched to a new school intent to get as much marks as possible I can to move out of this country soi can hopefully better my financial situations my main sposners my parents whom I have to pay back. During this time I hired a trainer for one month and that's when I realized lifting actually makes you feel good about yourself. Went from 50kg to 62kg in a span of 2-3 months. I'm still trying to put on muscles and get lean got a protein powder for that. Upgraded my wardrobe and realized with low bf sharper jawline at this point i started reading stuff seriously. How to win friends and influence others by dale Carnegie. Brain tracy books and started to invest a meger $20 in the local stock markets per month. Despite this much efforts I still found myself beating myself up regularly as I'm not what women desire. But there's something that gives me comfort when I'm in my 30s maxing out and they are in their 30s only one will be ranting about their lives provided I do not fuck it up. I still have somethings going for me in the facial aspect thick brows wide chin curly hair. Well I'm not the image of a white fratboy I certainly can be a Spanish tom cruise. Other than that yea I have my phases where I prioritize to bust my nuts off because I'm too scared to get STDs or scammed or worse criminal record for going to a prostitute. ‎Where am I now? ‎Here right here lol. Tbh I was reading a blackpill article but I had a notification from here and I popped up and realized I'm not a goner ‎Proofs: ‎https://i.postimg.cc/xCcdsXS4/Screenshot-20260811-041855.jpg ‎https://i.postimg.cc/sDpg0Ft7/Screenshot-20260517-122854.jpg ‎