I won’t troll, I’m past having any desire to do that. Was doing it to feel superior on here due to dealing with my own shit in life at the time. I know I’m not any better than anyone else here and definitely have my own issues I’m dealing with even if I am not vocal about them here. Life has been humbling me lately.
This is a good forum and for me TRP is grounding, hence why I lurk here. I do appreciate harsh feedback and you’re correct that I have some form of narcissistic personality though I’m hesitant to call it some kind of DSM disorder to my own skepticism about psychology entirely as a field.
I’m not gonna make my problems other people’s problems, this is why I’m not vocal about my own shit but of course I got my own shit going on. Usually I’m able to handle it myself but lately I’ve been getting the kind of feedback from life that I need to seek answers externally. When you’re truly mentally fucked in the head believe me it’s not simple to resolve. People assume it’s like you’re choosing to be the way you are, and I refuse to be a victim to external circumstances, but the entire situation with my life inspires a deep rage in me cuz I feel like I’m in a fucking pit and people have some kind of answers to happiness that I don’t.
As for the trolling, outside of any laughs it inspired I understand it was clouding up this page with useless bullshit and I have no inclination to use this forum in the future other than to provide and gain value, which I do have to provide from my own experiences and knowledge.
From what I understand I was banned due to a combination of trolling and saying the forums suck, both which I addressed here. Let me know if there’s anything else you’d need to see to not ban me again.
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