@tb87670 There is definitely a bitter aftertaste. I think it differs between people. Remember Heathcliff? He became more and more depressed as identified with the problems of the girls he was sleeping with. At one point he had a breakdown about a girl who had lost her father and was living in a bleak room filling the void by fucking guys.
@replacemenwithalphas00 I will admit I miss the dreams I had as a beta. There was so much more to look forward to, I was more optimistic. Having my eyes wide open has made me into a more bitter and cynical person. I sometimes miss that blind bliss I had, that extreme build-up of limerence doping my brain whenever a female gave me any attention. Like Neo being told about the desert of the real, I refuse to go back no matter how fondly I remember some of those times.Read More